1. |
Ashamed Of
05:19
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I been sitting in my room,
and the hour is late.
Staring through the window, into the endless night.
And I hope the time comes soon, I'm getting restless just to wait.
Brain activity is getting slow, In the end will, I see the light.
I ashamed of, of Myself
Always meant to show you that I'm Proud.
Cause you tamed, my heart
just a little to late,
well its just my fate.
Soon this year will be just, another memory and
everything is in the past.
I'm living only for those moments, wish will mean something in the end.
Whatever happen to yours
truly , Will nothing never ever last.
It's getting time for my acknowledgement and time to decent.
I ashamed of, of Myself
Always meant to show you that I'm Proud.
Cause you tamed, my heart
just a little to late,
well its just my fate.
It seems like I have done this once before.
Whatever I say, you seem to ignore.
And you leave me so sore.
Well there was a time. When nothing and no one, could break us apart.
Do You remember the fun, the special moments, We made in our hearts.
Yeah there was a time,
when nothing and no one,
could break us apart.
Do you remember the fun ?
It was just for fun.
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2. |
Lie
03:06
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Why wont you, You leave me, in silence.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
Its getting hard to control, My feelings for you, oh why cant You see, Oh My hearth is in pain.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
You, You blame on Me, So where did i go wrong. I wish I would have been, Oh someone else.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
I couldn't foresee, that i cant for fill, all your needs, Oh my hearth is in pain.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
You, You keep me down, you stick Me to my knees, so why wont You, please
release Me.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
And all the things I said, I never meant to be, that thought to You, oh my hearth is in pain.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
I wanted to lie, I wanted to say, All the things that I didn't before.
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3. |
Ladder Of Light
02:58
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I close My eyes this very last time, while sharing with You, this bottle of wine,
We talk of love, and the meaning of life.
Why do We have to die, Why do We strive.
Now my time has come, I don't want it to happen this way.
I wonder what will happen to You. Move on with Your life, hope that You do.
And remember Me, in Your hearth and soul, and learn to love another.
Now my time has come, I don't want it to happen this way.
And I feel it so strong,
I see Myself on the, ladder of light.
Now my time has come, I don't want it to happen this way.
And I feel it so strong,
I see Myself on the, ladder of light.
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4. |
Veriety
03:33
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Sitting by the beach, looking at the sea, watching, all the people, passing by.
It comes a time, in every ones life,
when You got, nothing special to do.
Opening a beer, and make a wish that She was here,
Its quiet and lonely on this beach.
Thought it's people everywhere,
Life isn't always fair.
We choose between, to many ways.
Hard to make the right decision.
Life is hard with too many dead ends.
Still we live on, until the end.
I feel the agony inside Me when I think about My past. A hard life I never thought twice, but now I'm on the rise
Looking at myself, I know I deserve,
a better life, including Joy.
I need to feel , safe again, to be free from pain.
We choose between, to many ways.
Hard to make the right decision.
Life is hard with too many dead ends.
Still we live on, until the end.
We choose between, to many ways.
Hard to make the right decision.
Life is hard with too many dead ends.
Still we live on, until the end.
We choose between, to many ways.
Hard to make the right decision.
Life is hard with too many dead ends.
Still we live on, until the end.
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5. |
Whales Song
06:28
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Instrumental
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Edifying Matter Ludvika, Sweden
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